What a great, yet mixed feeling I got tonight I had to go out grocery shopping, so Clint kept Abbie at home with him and Megan came with me. I headed out, and on the way, got a smile from a guy in a truck Kinda cool…ok…then get to the store, and another smile It’s a great feeling to know that others aren’t just seeing the old ‘fat-blah-whatever’ me anymore…so I was flattered…

Then I started thinking…how SHALLOW for these people to not have given me a 2nd look 50 lbs. ago, but now they are noticing me. Am I wrong for feeling that way??? I ALWAYS try to see the positive in things, that’s why, as I said, I was flattered…but just questioning the way others think I guess….I’m kinda in that ‘analyze things to death’ mood tonight I guess…LOL

So anyways, no biggie I guess, just weird and kinda annoying that someone can judge so easily…but it definitely was a great feeling to have some lookers tonight hahahahah…

I did so amazing on points today!!! Until about an hour and a half ago (about 8:30 p.m. or so) I was only at 10 points for the entire day!! LOL…My point range is 36-41 (with nursing points)…so that’s VERY little for me to have consumed for the day…I was busy though, so that always helps, plus I started chewing gum again…When I was pregnant with Megan (same when I was pg with Abbie too) I would GAG on gum…so I tried it now and I’m fine now and that seems to be helping me with not eating too So I had dinner which brought me up to 20 points, then I had a Skinny Cow, and 2 servings of Baked Lays, and 2 cups of milk…and I’m STILL going to bank 7 points for the day GO ME … hahahah…hopefully this will be a good thing for the scale again this week too I’ve avoided it since Monday, so we’ll see

Well, I’m gonna get my bootie to bed…got a long day ahead of me tomorrow Have a wonderful night, and I hope you all are doing great