Don’t even know what to write about…Lost focus, found focus. Clothes were looser, now, not so much. Work. Doctors. Kids. Schools. A ‘date’ night. Lots going on, just all sounds boring here.
I did lose focus completely with everything with Clint that was going on, and for some reason I’m at a point right now, where I feel as if I write about what I’m doing to maintain the focus I have regained, that I will, once again, jinx it all; which also makes me feel guilty about leaving you all out of everything that is going on. Weird place to be.
I’m missing my wonderful online friends…Karen, Elizabeth, Jenn, Mel, etc. because I haven’t been able to be here much, which also means lack of visits to keep up on everyone, or e-mailing to keep in touch…I suck at all that right now and I apologize.
Me and my computer worked out a pretty cool program (I think I mentioned that before) that tracks my calories and all, and I’m holding on for dear life to cling to it because, after all, journaling and tracking it what keeps us accountable. My waer intake has again improved and is my main source of fluids, except for the two cups of coffee I allow myself in the morning (which I don’t add milk anymore, just splenda).
So a vague post recap: I’m focused. I know what needs to be done and where I need to be and it’s slowly coming together. I feel guilty that I have been so slow in my progress lately that it is also a letdown to the readers that used to find my progress inspiring or motivating. I feel like I lost that motivating person for a bit, but she will prevail