Posted by Lisa on 01.21.10
Tonight, for the first time, I was on my knees in front of the potty and praying that I would just throw up. I have been craving toast for about 3 days now and have been leary of having bread. Toasted is supposed to be better to be able to get down and not ’stretch’ so much in my pouch. Yeah, that went well. Maybe I ate it too fast, took too big of bites, who knows. I chewed it up to nothing, but it just didn’t agree.
Never in my life have I wanted to throw up so badly and dang if I never did. The more I wanted to throw up, the more my mouth watered, and then I had to swallow, making me want to throw up even more.
Holy miserable. I’m going to bed.